♥ Love, child of God ♥
Name: Bexton Tang Yi Zhuang
B'dae Date: 25 Nov 1992
Status: SINGLE
Religion: Christian
Church: GO4 World Mission Church
Email: yizhuang_loveforever@hotmail.com,
bext0n.dev0ted.l0ve@gmail.com
2nd blog:Personal Blog
Pri Sch: Yio Chu Kang Pri
CCA: Volleyball
Sec Sch: Compassvale Sec
CCA: Public Address Club
Polytechnic: Singapore Polytechnic
Course: Dip in Financial Informatics
Major: Finance/Accounting + IT
CCA: DFI Club, Archery, SMART, Rotaract Club
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
Looking up to the dazzling blue sky,
i saw
the plane taking off.
Missed my chance of taking the plane...
Heard from God during Youth Service
to stay in Singapore for my studies..
I obeyed.
Sacrificing my chance,
for my exam & knowledge.
Off they were,
mii alone @ home.. not really.
I still have God. :D
Opportunities,
i may get to take a better plane,
for evangelism perhaps.
From God's perspective,
i didn't lose anything..
In fact,
i gained knowledge from my studies
&
can also hear Your words in Singapore.
Molding & refining miii, You are.
when im ready,
many opportunities to other countries i will get.
Spreading the gospel,
healing,
prophesying, ...
All i need now,
is to draw closer to You..
Filled with Your Love in mii,
leading mii to repentance,
desiring for You,
to be in Your presence.
Surrounded by Your Unfailing Love,
resisting temptations,
not a finger of the demon can touch mii.
Just a touch
& You will send Your army of angels to fight against it.
My heavenly Father, You are.
Your child, i am.
Protecting Your child, You will.
My apologies,
for not going to the Zoe Ministry.
Thank God for those youths
who went for the Zoe Ministry.
My hope,
the youths will be closer to God.
I Love Zoe Ministry,
that's when God's presence is the STRONGEST
for Christians gathered to hear His words,
to pray, to draw close to Him.
'Enjoy your first time attending the Zoe Ministry.
May God fills You with His Love.'
Dont wanna miss any Zoe Ministry anymore.
I will go church everyday
for the sake of coming into Your presence,
to feel Your love,
to draw closer to You.
When our relationship becomes very close,
i will be able to feel Your presence every moment, now and then.
For i live,
because of Your Love for mii.
My life, given by
You, Giver of Lives.
For You,
i will SING,
i will DANCE,
i will PRAISE,
i will WORSHIP,
i will GIVE THANKS.
Labels: A chance missed, more opportunities to come
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
~ Rain down Your Love on mii ~
God,
Your Love,
So Sweet like honey,
How Beautiful,
How Wonderful,
How Touching,
How Unfailing.
Your Love,
showed mii what Love really means.
'No one has ever LOVE mii as much as You do'
You LOVE mii
that's why
You know & understand
EVERYTHING
about mii.
'No one understands mii as well as You do'
You never
MISUNDERSTAND
mii.
You
CARES
about my feelings.
Intimate, we are
i never fail to share my feelings with You.
Feels like talking to You every sec,
for i have too many stuffs to chat with You.
Never get tired of talking to You.
'You will have lots of things to talk to the one you love without getting tired,
don't you?'
Feels like You are always talking to mii,
EVERY MOMENT.
Love,
is mutual,
two-way communication.
When i need someone to talk to,
You are always there to listen to mii.
Only share
my innermost feelings & thoughts
with the ones i LOVE & close to.
I believe
You also do so
to those who love You.
When i need someone,
You appear in my mind.
When i cry,
Your words of comfort
comfort mii.
You collected
every precious tears of mine.
'You never neglect mii'
When i'm lonely,
You come to mii.
When i try to understand You deeper,
You allow mii to do so.
Our relationship,
becomes closer/ more intimate
as we understand one another deeper.
Unknowingly to mii,
You did abundance of things for mii
for the love You have for mii.
Your Love, i yearn for.
Without Your Love,
how can i continue to live.
When no one trusts mii,
You will never fail to TRUST in mii.
Your Love, changed mii.
I will not do things that You dislikes.
Drawing closer to You
as each day passed.
My desire
is to be with You,
with the one i love.
My Love Songs sings, Your Delight.
Let mii sing of Your Love forever.
Let mii sing,
Let mii dance,
Let mii smile,
Let mii praise,
Let mii jump,
Let mii clap,
Let mii feel.
Love, the link between You & mii.
You know my whereabouts,
You know my feelings,
You know my thoughts,
You know how important You are to mii,
You know my heart,
You know what i need,
You know who i love.
Cherish, Our moments.
when im in Your presence.
Love is all that i need..
Love is what i spread..
Love is what touches ALL of YOUR HEARTS..
Love,
Bexton
Labels: i yearn for, Your Love
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
Omega,
most memorable Youth Service ever...
Thank God for touching us with Your Unfailing love.
Deep repentance;
as we cried our hearts out,
as Your love filled our hearts,
as we confessed to our sins,
as we asked for Your forgiveness,
as we realised that we can't live without You.
Your Love;
Melting every locks,
Opening every closed doors of my heart..
Popped!!!
Out from my heart,
sadness, worries,
hurts, unhappiness, selfishness,
pride, unforgiveness, rejections, self-blamed, ...
Came out one after another,
in the form of tears..
My heart, emptied.
With only good qualities & values in it..
Filled with Your love,
my soul delight.
' Your Presence, i sense.
On my knees, i am.
Beside mii, You are.
Your Love, my heart opens.
Tears flow, like rain.
Precious, every drops are.
Your hand, collects all.
Words of comfort, You give.
Angels sing, to my delight. '
Thanks to
YOU for your care & concern,
Rev Evan for the Holy Spirit Fire,
Zhi Kai for passing mii the tissue,
Huili for clearing my tissues,
Bennett for accompany mii,
Xin Yi for the two chicken left for mii,
Jagnes' aunt for the food provided for us.
Walked to the bus-stop with Chen Shan, Zhi Kai, Bennett & my bro.
The dog is following Bennett from church to the bus-stop.
The dog followed us up the bridge when Zhi Kai scared it away.
Took bus 62 with Chen Shan & my bro.
Chatted with Chen Shan during the bus ride.
'To whom you know im addressing to,
i will try my best to help you
clear the misunderstanding between you & her.
The least i can do, is to build both if your friendship up.
I will pray for both of you..
You will find someone suitable for you..
TRUST MII..
Leave it to our heavenly Father..
He will save the best girl for you.'
Labels: Omega, our hearts cry out to Your Love
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
My Friends, Gifts from You.
Each person,
You place into my life,
to be my friend,
i will cherish them.
For a purpose,
either to help mii or i help them
when troubles or problems arise.
When no one befriend you,
remember,
i will always be there for you.
When you need someone to talk to,
feel free
to talk/chat with miii.
i will try to help you.
If you treat mii as your friend,
let mii help you
when you need help.
Share with mii,
your thoughts and feelings,
i will keep them to myself only.
Even when all your friends despise you,
i will still treat you as a friend.
In each of you,
be it my friend or anybody
i see GOODNESS & HOPE in you.
I believe
as long as God's Love is in mii,
i can touch all of your hearts,
change all of you
by the POWER of His LOVE.
Friends Forever,
a group of close friends..
Have always wanted to build a group of friends with
STRONG FRIENDSHIP BONDS,
where we help one another who need help,
who need care and concern,
who needs someone to talk to.
A new generation has risen..
I am,
a child of God,
a follower of Christ,
a living testimony of God,
a WORLD changer,
a worshipper,
a thanksgiver,
a forgiver,
a warrior of God,
a light that shines in the darkness,
a feeling person,
a special person,
a unique person,
a humble person,
a lover,
a dreamer,
a singer,
a counsellor,
a HAPPINESS giver,
a devoted person,
a leader,
a LIVES changer,
a LOVE spreader,
a fulfiller of God's plans.
Labels: Friends, how wonderful you are
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
My Songs, Your Delight
Let mii sing with my heart & soul to You..
Unfailing Love
Chris Tomlin
You have my heart
And i am Yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power
And everything You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
You are my rock
The one I hold on to
You are my song
And i sing for You
And everything You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
I will praise You
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
And You never change God You remain
The Holy One
My Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love
When i 1st listen to these songs,
i LOVE them!!!
I will,
Sing of Your Unfailing Love.
My rock, i hold on to.
My song, i sing.
In Your hands, everything is.
I will praise You,
Unchanging, You remain
The Holy One,
My Unfailing Love.
Poem: Your Unfailing Love
Songs that touches my heart,
Living God, You are
Bring salvation to the lost,
Let Your light, Your glory shines,
Giver of my life,
My hope, My everything.
The One i trust,
With all my hearts.
Poem: Living God
God of Ages
Hillsong
Verse 1:
God of ages
Bringing glory here
You are good, You are good
Son of righteousness
You are all i see
With all my heart
Prechorus:
Giver of life
Hope for the lost is in You
All of the earth
Shines with Your light Your glory
Chorus:
You are the God who lives
You are the God who heals
Who are my hope my everything
Verse 2:
In Your promise
And Your faithfulness
I will trust all my days
King forever
Great in majesty
Be glorified
Chorus 2:
You are the God who lives
You are the God who heals
Who are my hope my everything
You brought salvation to us
Offered your peace to the earth
You are my Lord
My everything
Bridge:
I'll trust in You
I'll trust in You
I'll trust in You
With all my heart
Hear our prayer, Lord
Long for your sweet touch,
touched my heart,
make mii cry out from deep within my heart,
let my tears washed away my sins,
my sadness, my worries, my hurts.
My deep hunger,
For Your love,
My soul yearns.
Without Your Love,
i can no longer live.
Your Love,
give mii the strength to live on,
my soul yearns.
Hear Our Prayers
Hillsong
Hear our prayer, Spirit, come
How i long for Your sweet touch
On my knees i cry out
Jesus, Saviour behold Your child
Like a deer longing for water
My soul yearns
Only You can fill my deep hunger
My heart burns, my heart burns
Hear our prayer, Spirit, come
How i long for Your sweet touch
On my knees i cry out
Jesus, Saviour behold Your child
Like a deer longing for water
My soul yearns
Only You can fill my deep hunger
My heart burns, my heart burns
Like a deer longing for water
My soul yearns
Only You can fill my deep hunger
My heart burns, my heart burns
Oceans deep, mountains high
Oh my God, i cannot live without Your love
I cannot live without Your love
Like a deer longing for water
My soul yearns
Only You can fill my deep hunger
My hearts burns, my heart burns
Like a deer longing for water
My soul yearns
Only You can fill my deep hunger
My heart burns, my heart burns
My heart burns, my heart burns
My heart burns, my soul yearns for You
My heart burns, my heart burns
Oh it's for You, my heart burns
'When i hand everything into Your hand,
there's nothing to worry about,
for i know,
you will give mii the BEST..
The BEST, the very BEST.'
Labels: My Songs, Your Delight
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
1st Sunday Worship
@ new church.
Saw Je Eung, Joo Ye & Chen Shan near the carpark. =D
When mii & my bro approached them,
we saw Bennett playing with the dogs.
Took the lift up to church with them.
When the lift door opened,
we saw Xin Yi standing there.
Morning Prayer
mii, Zhi Kai, Je Eung & my bro was praying. =)
Xin Yi & Chen Shan came after a while.
Thank God for Chen Shan who attended the morning prayer.
Jia Yi & Isaac also attended it.
The worship hall is BIG BIG BIG.. :D
Thank God for that.
Sunday Worship
Was in the mist of worshipping God,
when Sis Ting Zhen passed mii the red flag.
So, i worshipped with the red flag. :D
Bennett was walking around holding the videocam. :)
Sunday School
Rev. Evan used the microphone to preach.
Jia Yi told us about the treetop walk for 26 Nov.
Luke 11:19-20
God's strength is supernatural.
It's amazing to others.
We have to do things in God's ways.
Don't be afraid
when people persecutes you.
Your light will shine when you follow God.
Remember that
no matter what you do,
is for God's kingdom to come.
Don't limit God.
God can provide you with abundance.
Mark 1:14-15
The kingdom of God is at your hands.
When the kingdom of God reigns on you,
you will like to be with the king, isn't it?
We must know that God is the king.
Prayer is important & sacred.
Prepare your heart to pray
so that your prayer will be answered.
Pray a prayer
that 100% God will answer.
During your prayer,
prepare to see God's face,
come to His presence,
lay down everything [barriers] preventing you from
drawing close to God.
Matthew 6:9
Your will means submitting to Him.
That whatever that comes from earth will be the same as in heaven.
In your prayer,
your purpose must be for the heaven to open.
Luke 3:21
When you pray,
your prayer will be answered when heaven opened.
We must be able to hear God's voice.
Lunch
We sat at the corridor of the church
& have our lunch. :D
Thank God for the lunch.
Playing a game
we sat in a one BIG circle
@ the office.
My 2nd Birthday Celebration
Thanks to Sister Ting Zhen for the large durian cake.
Thanks to Rev. Evan for the birthday blessings.
Thanks to Rev. Kang for the birthday blessings.
Thanks to Joanne & Xin Yi for helping mii to cut the cake.
Thanks to Li Bang for bringing mii around
& telling people that it was my birthday.
Thanks to all the youths who celebrated my birthday.
Thanks to Rev. Kang, his wife, Sis Deborah & Sis Theresa
for taking a photo with mii, my mummy & my bro.
Thanks to Sis Adrina for helping us to take the photo.
Sadly, there is no candles for the cake.
Yeah!! mii make a wish & blow the candles.
Haha.. though there are no candles,
i know that the angels have prepared the candles for mii already.
Served Rev. Evan the piece of cake with one hand
cos i have tissue paper on my other hand.
My apologies to Rev. Evan..
Great thanks to Rev. Evan who ate the durian cake
even though he can't eat...
Tears flowed from my eyes..
i donno why.. it just came out..
Mentoring
we did prophesy for Jagnes.
Rev. Evan is going to start a new church next year..
Most probably, there's no sunday school next year.
Got to treasure the remaining time we can have with Rev Evan.
Hope that everyone can join every outings we have.
Helping out in church
helped to move the tables,
helped Sis Boon Liew to put the blankets into the cupboards,
helped to move the big long box,
helped to carry the unwanted cupboards down to the bins.
Thanks to the youths who had helped out.
Je Eung's sock was thrown far away by Zhi Kai.
Je Eung failed to pull Zhi Kai's socks.
Jia Yi & my bro also joined in.
Haiz... Je Eung chased Zhi Kai around the worship hall.
Then, he chased Jia Yi.. LOL!!
In the end, Je Eung went around searching for his socks.
Labels: My 2nd Birthday Celebration
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
A 3 hours lesson in SP,
had marketing..
Got to prepare for the upcoming CA1 presentation soon..
mii is going to be busy..
no more free time.. :(
waiting for my vacation..
Went back home,
ate my lunch.
mii & my bro walked to the LRT station.
Sobs... mii was wearing white jeans..
There's a heavy downpour.. half of my jeans is wet.
Was about 3/4 wet when i entered the LRT train.
Punggol MRT station,
meeting Chen Shan there.
Upon seeing her, we got into the train.
Long journey ahead to HarbourFront.
HarbourFront MRT station
saw Isaac standing near the control station.
Shortly, Xin Yi came..
GV Vivocity
waited for Je Eung, Joo Ye, Rachel & Zack there.
We bought popcorns when they reached.
Yiippee... we going into the cinema..
We will be watching Christmas Carol.
Since they want to watch then i watch loh,
btw i dont like that movie.
Je Eung cleared his popcorns very fast..
He finished like half of it when the movie just started.
Going to cleanse myself after that.
Shopping
we were like walking around.
Rachel & Joo Ye went to shop.
Xin Yi & Chen Shan left us to go to other shops.
Mii, Je Eung, Isaac, Zack & my bro walked around.
Mii wanted to shop but
clothes in vivo is expensive
& none interest mii.
Sushi Tei
Xin Yi & Chen Shan went to fetch Jia Yi.
Mii, Je Eung, Isaac & my bro was outside Sushi Tei
while Zack is inside.
Joo Ye & Rachel are still searching their way there.
Finally, when everyone is there,
we started to order food.
Actually, we ordered quite a lot.
We ordered 26 dishes.
Total bill: $336.50
My Birthday Celebration
Thanks Isaac for the surprise.
Actually, i saw what's going to happen. :P
No birthday cake BUT birthday ice cream waffles.
Got a candle..
Chen Shan, Zack, Isaac, Je Eung took photos.. Wahaha.. :D
Opps!!! I forgot to take photos with them.
Thanks to Isaac, Je Eung, Zack, Jia Yi, my bro, Xin Yi,
Chen Shan, Joo Ye & Rachel
for the birthday song.
Almost the whole Sushi Tei can hear it.. Teehee :)
I started to have tears flowing down my cheeks.. -.-
Xin Yi asked mii why i cry.. LOL
Btw, im not those who wants to cry can cry easily..
Also, i cant control my tears.
Perhaps im touched.. :D
Thanks to everyone.
Thanks for the tissue.
We went up to the top level.
Xin Yi introduced a game.
We played..
We went back home after that.
We separated from Je Eung & Joo Ye at HarbourFront,
Xin Yi, Jia Yi & Zack at Outram Park.
Good night all of you.
Thanks for everything today.
I enjoyed our gathering..
Hope that we can have that more often.
Labels: My 1st Birthday Celebration
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
My Life, My Story
'Each one of us has our own Lifestory to tell.'
God
is the author of your Lifestory.
Each chapter of your Lifestory
=
Each phase of your life.
From the time when
you are a baby,
then a child,
then a teenage,
then an adult,
then a husband/wife,
then a father/mother,
then an elderly.
Our heavenly Father
is always watching you as you grow.
Unknowingly, He is always beside you.
When you accepted Jesus as Your Lord & Saviour,
your relationship with God
is being restored.
Whenever
sadness fills your heart,
He is there to comfort you with His words.
Whenever
you are in trouble,
He covers you under His wings
where you will find refuge.
Whenever
you lose hope,
He gives you hope through
your friends, parents, teachers.
Whenever
you lose faith in yourself,
He gives you strength.
Whenever
you need love,
He will fill you with His unfailing love.
Through Him, we are blessed.
When you are a baby,
He gives you your parents.
'Parents who will love you as their child
and taking care of your needs.'
When you are a child,
He gives you friends.
'Friends who will be there for you
when you are in need.'
When you are a teenager,
He gives you wisdom & understanding.
'For you to read, study & understand
the bible [God's words]'
When you are an adult,
He gives you a job.
'For you can earn money
to support yourself & your parents.'
When you are married,
He gives you the best person who loves you.
'For he/she will take care of you
and love you.'
When you have a child,
thank Him for giving you a child
who can help change the world.
'For the child you have,
is a blessing to you from God.'
When you have aged,
He fills you with happiness to live each day of your life happily.
My Life, Your Testimony
'Your life is a testimony of the Living God
to show the world that God exist.'
'For without Him, we are NOTHING.'
'For whatever i have, it comes from You'
'Each day of my life, each breath that i take, is a GIFT from You.'
'Every blessings that i have, comes from Your love for me.'
Labels: My Life, My Story, Your Testimony
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
Sermon
Luke 11:14-20
When deliverance happened,
the demon will leave you
& the kingdom of God will come to you.
Luke 11:24-26
Repent in order for sins to get out of you.
Cast out the spirit.
For the kingdom of God to rain on you.
When you are in
the kingdom of God,
evil spirit cannot enter.
As you are protected by
the shield of Faith.
-=-=-= Lord's prayer =-=-=-
Matthew 6:9
God is willing to give what you prayed for.
When our prayers are not the right prayers,
God will not answer.
Come before God,
be it sit or kneel
& pray the Lord's prayer.
You ought to behave like
a Christian
even when no one sees you.
Hallowed = Holy
'hallowed be Your name' in Matthew 6:9,
means that God's name is Holy.
Whatever achievements that you have,
is for God's glory.
Rely on God's strength.
We need to have the attitude like John the Baptist
to decrease oneself to increase God.
John 3:30
Lay down your pride before God.
One who is humble, do not boast.
When you receive grace,
give God the glory.
A humble person's prayer is
POWERFUL.
Don't rely on your means.
1John 2:22
In the past,
3 types of people who will be anionted:
king, prophet & priest.
Antichrist people are those who
don't acknowledge Jesus.
Ephesians 1:13-14
*seal*
Believe that your prayer is sealed by God.
Believe that your prayer goes to God directly.
A prayerful person
must pray the right prayer.
God is the most beautiful God.
3 meanings of kingdom:
Lord, be my king.
Lord, reign over me.
Lord, help me to absolutely obey you.
'Without You, I'm NOTHING.'
Cell Group
We shared a lot about our week :D
Nice..
After Cell Group,
mii, my bro, Je Eung, Xin Yi, Michelle, Isaac, Bennett, Jia Yi & Zhi Kai
stayed back in church to help out with the packing,
arranging the chairs
& other stuffs.
We enjoyed ourselves while packing the stuffs.
After all the packing & stuffs,
we played a small game with a BASKETBALL!!! -.-
Thank God that all the glass are still intact.
Thanks for the drinks & food.
Thanks to Sis Boon Liew for the pau that she bought for us.
Thanks to Bro Sam who sent mii, my bro, Xin Yi & Isaac
to Potong Pasir MRT station.
Thanks to my bro & Isaac for waiting for mii.
Thank God for today..
that i be able to help out in church :D
Love to help :)
"Your Love, awaken mii completely from my 'sleep'."
Unfailing LOVE,
Bexton
<3
Labels: 'Without You, I'm NOTHING.'
♥ My Life, Testimony of God ♥
Stayed in church overnight on Friday
with my bro, Xin Yi & Bennett.
Discipleship,
Isaac, Xin Yi, June, Bennett, my bro & mii attended.
Thank God for all these youths who came.
Saturday morning,
took bus with my bro, Xin Yi & Bennett for their breakfast.
After which,
we went to FairPrice to shop.
Xin Yi & Bennett bought instant soups.
Haha.. All thanks to mii :D
They ate that for lunch with mii :)
While walking back to church,
we saw a man fishing there with an overturned umbrella-shaped cover.
Curious, we are.
we watched how the man fish using that cover.
Unfortunately, we didnt see him catch any fish.
Playground
we played the see-saw..
Haha.. -.-
mii, Xin Yi's & my bro's weight is still lighter than Bennett's.
How come?? :D
We played the swing.. :D
Sorriie for being kind of no childhood.. -.-
Cant go out frequently when i was a child.
Always stay at home... :(
Now, got chance so try try.. yeah!!!
Enjoy that.. ^^
Back in church
i just started eating my breakfast @ 12pm -.-
Xin Yi preparing the songs for Youth Service using my lappiie.
My bro left for tuition.. Bye.. :)
Bro Peter came to join us in Rev. Evan's room.
He told us a lot of things which are clear to mii.
After which, Xin Yi & Bennett went to bath..
while i stayed in Rev. Evan's room.
Went Bennett is out, i went to bath. :)
Went to the nearest coffee shop with Je Eung & Xin Yi.
Paid for Zhi Kai's, Bennett's, Je Eung's & Xin Yi's dinner 1st.
Went back to church..
They had their dinner..
Started Youth Service practice after their dinner,
Thanks to Bro Peter who helped Xin Yi with the songs..
Went home after that..
Our last overnight stay @ Poh Leng Building.
'Enjoy my day today with my church mates'
Cherish,
Bexton
:)
Labels: Last stay in church
